A1c

I went to the doctor last week and my a1c has come down 2 pts. I am happy about this, but also apprehensive. I am afraid that my insulin and increased control is going to cause weight gain. I have been obsessing over this thought since my appointment. It plagues me. Every time I take insulin I just want to scream.

I guess the good news is that I am still giving insulin despite this overwhelming feeling. I had a low blood sugar this morning and accidentally slept through my morning calculus class. I was very upset by this mistake or unfortunate event. I needed to be in class today and I needed to take the quiz, but I couldn't be there b/c of blood sugar. This is when I hate diabetes the most; when it gets in the way of my functioning in life. I mean it does it quite often, so I am upset with diabetes most of the time.